So Many Things To Think About...........

Is it wrong to avoid someone when you think you might be falling for them again? Even if at first you don't realize you are doing it ? Not that I am expecting a response from a journal.....Oh well. I have decided not to think about it for the time being perhaps it will go away. I really want  to get a tattoo now...I'll probably get my cousin to look around and take some pictures of what I want so I get a price. Then I'll do it for my birthday. I like the fairies ones and wings...maybe a lower back one. Definately something with a fairy in it though. I am pretty bored today...it's too hot and sunny today..which totally ruins the perfect mood I was in yesterday....I wish it would just rain for a week straight just a nice little drizzle with lots of grey. I was planning on taking my crayons and a drawing things back to the graveyard as well as a blanket and umbrella so I could do some rubbings and writing. So I just feel sleepy and bored today. I wish I had something really interesting and productive to do. I want to work out but I have no equipment or space to do it. It's too bad really because I want to get into shape and toned up as soon as possible. I really don't want to get a tattoo when I am all flabby cause then it will bruise more and be more painful. and also if I tone up after I get the tattoo then it will stretch and wreck it. Oh well, that's a long ways away right now. I should probably get off the internet seeing as how everyone is always yelling at me for being on all the time, but it's not like I have something else to do. Mitch and I are playing a word association game so I have to figure out a way to fit gettign offline to the game. that's all for now I suppose.